Sunday, July 18, 2010

18 July 2010

STM: Short Term Memory
STM: Speak To Me

I guess I am suffering from both STM. Short term memory, it seems that I began to forget things rather quickly these days. Maybe really old le bah. Hope wont forget those happy moment >.<

Have been feeling rather down ever since graduated from SMTI. For a moment, I have lost all my fun and joy that i had in SMTI. Here in UM, everyone has friends they have previously known from either the same platoon. Unlike me, I am all alone. Hate this feeling of loneliness. Never like it, though i was once used to it. Why did fate make fun of me? Why did fate let me enjoy 3mth of fun yet at the end of it, take away everything? Have I know that it is coming, i wont have allow myself to sink in so deep.. Perhaps it's time for me to go back to wat i once was, the quiet me, so as not to get hurt..